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Tuesday, October 14, 2008

.009

FIRST DAY OF CHALLENGE!!!!
wooo

daily water

16 oz. so far

daily exercise

None so far

daily intake

B
Bear paws: 210 cals
Juice box: 90 cals

L
Rice: 800 cals
Frozen strawberries (3): 15 cals

S
Lollipop: 40 cals

D
TBA

Total
1155 cals

(range: 1300-1600)

Challenge

200 jumping jacks (x)
+ 2 points



Monday, October 13, 2008

.008

I just saw someone's drawings on myspace.
They were really beautiful.
I cried, but not because they were beautiful, but because they made me feel like crying.


.007

yay! I signed up for a challenge
hopefully I get in!
I'm really excited for it,
it should keep me on track, I picked a reasonable calorie range
1300-1600
yayy! can't wait


Sunday, October 12, 2008

.006

I was reading one of my girlie's entries, and it talked about feeling self conscious about weight from a very young age, and it being degrading.
I totally agree with that. I think if you become worried about your image when you're young it can take a lot away from the other things you could do and be.
I used to be skinny as a kid. My family, teachers at school, practically everyone I knew always told me to eat so I could put on some meat...
But even for me, there was someone that always made me feel fat by continuously reminding me, and the other girls around me:
my gymnastics coach...
at four years old, she used to tell me I was too fat,
that I should lose all that belly fat so I could do the exercises better

anyway, i don't really ever think about that, so it doesnt bother me
I just thoughts it was a funny thing that when people get called overweight when they're kids
it puts a really negative effect on them.


.005

when I see people that whine about little things I want to rip their heads off,
when I tell people (or they see) what  I go through daily and I see their pathetic responses of "oh wow, I had no idea you went through all that", "oh wow, I can't even begin to understand what your life must be like" I want to rip their heads off.

I hate stupid sissys that say their lives such when really NOTHING in their life is going wrong.
Nothing in my life is either compared to what's out there. My life only seems hard compared to these idiotic people living in the world around me.
IDIOTS!!

Today I ate like a normal person,
So probably around 1500 cals
I was out all day, so it was burned, definitely

It was a really fun day!

PLEAPLEASEPLEASE, if you know about a challenge give me the link!!!



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